E-Day vs A Deal

Salam.

I just got back from Kulim after attending my friend's E-Day. A best friend of mine and also my former room mate in USM. Congratulation!

Sebut pasal bertunang, bagi aku bertunang ni tak penting sangat. Tapi bila sebut pasal adat since orang Melayu ni penuh dengan adat dan budaya, bertunang menjadi satu kewajipan. Kiranya kalau before nikah tak bertunang dulu tak best la. teheee..

Dulu time abang ada awek, mama selalu plan masa depan dia. Kalau merisik nak camni, bertunang nak macam tu, nikah lak nak wat camni. Siap cakap nak sponsor bagai. But now since dia dah single *tapi still hot*, so calon-calon yang nampak akan menamatkan zaman teruna dara dalam masa terdekat dalam family will be kakak, adik and me. Adik still belajar, so NO! kakak dah ade *kot* but stil NO! then, the only person left is ME!

Mama dengan babah dulu bertunang then about few hours later bernikah. Petang camtu bersanding. Itu seperti yang diceritakan oleh babah la. Then, my cuzzie buat macam tu jugak. And now, kalau ditakdirkan akan jadi tunangan orang, I think I will do the same thing.

Why???

Bila buat macam tu, pertama sekali akan jimat budget. memang la kahwin lagi costly dari bertunang, tapi hantaran time kahwin boleh sekali harung je. hehe.. Secondly, time bertunang banyak dugaan. Bila bertunang tak sampai dua tiga jam, dugaan tak sempat nak menyinggah. pfftttt~

But it still depends. Mane yang elok, mane yang tak elok, ni semua masa depan. Mana-mana pun I still can accept both ways. Asalkan semuanya berjalan lancar.

Sebelum ni CA penah cakap, mak dia pesan, "nanti hantaran jangan suruh Nazira letak mahal-mahal". hehe..time tu tergelak pun ada. I've made a deal with him before. Below was my conversation with him:

CA: Kahwin nanti nak hantaran berapa?
Me: Sanggup kasi berapa?
CA: Erm, tak tau lagi. Kalau rezeki banyak, banyak la.. Kalau sikit, sikit la.
Me: Tak mintak banyak la. Sekadar yang mampu. Mama cakap jangan paksa lelaki bagi hantaran banyak-banyak. Nanti orang kata cam jual anak lak. hehe
CA: Then nak berapa?
Me: Sekadar termampu je. Kalau takde pun, takpe. :))))
CA: Ele......
Me: Tak caye?
CA: Hehe. takkan takde langsung?
Me: OK, we make a deal. Kalau before kahwin, ade SIX PACK, then tak payah kasi hantaran. ZERO! OK?
CA: Impossible la nak ade six pack. Tapi macam la mama tu nak bagi anak dia kalau tak bagi hantaran.
Me: Betul la. Deal?
CA: *silent*

He never agree. Thank God! Kalau tak mati aku time kahwin. Because now he's working out on his body. Scary eh? Tu tandanya Allah masih sayangkan hambaNya. :)

There's No Other Reason

Lately sangat-sangat emo. Starting week yang hectic dan banyak benda nak disetelkan in one whole week. *sigh*. Luckily, ada CA. Tapi dengan dia-dia sekali aku tibai marah. 

Yennnaaa! 

Kesian.. Tapi nak buat macam mana? Bila jarak menjadi penghalang, semua benda aku nak persoalkan. sampai dia busy FYP dia pun aku cari pasal lagi. jahat kau Nazira!

Frankly speaking, this love between us, is something. I do feel it is really something especially when we're far apart. Orang kata, "absence makes heart grows fonder". Tapi tak absence pun aku meracau-racau separuh mati. HAHA!

For you, (yes you know who you are), I'm truly sorry for any harm caused. You're my heart, my guardian angel, and I'm such a gifted to have you. Still remember when he texting me few months back during his journey back to Malacca after seeing me in Penang. He said, "I have to go far away from you, so that one day we won't be far apart anymore". *I fell into tears when reading this*

See, I don't need any other man. cause he's the one. =)

There's no other reason I have to deny my love to you, Mohd Aqhairi Bahari.

Thanks for everything. InsyaAllah everything's gonna be fine for both of us. 

boredom

I have no idea what I should write. I desperately need to do something to kill my boredom. Yes, DESPERATE is the word.